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That Wreck I "Forgot" to Mention to my Parents...and Other Stupid Revelations

That Wreck I "Forgot" to Mention to my Parents...and Other Stupid Revelations

When I turned 16, I fully believed my parents would make all of my dreams come true: I would wake up with a bright yellow Miata parked outside with a bow on it. Top-down, Guns n' Roses blaring, I would race off to pick up 15 of my closest friends. Precious. Reality was slightly different. My cheesy parents had wrapped my actual gift four box layers deep (using two rolls of tape). When I finally found the end, there was my gift: the keys to the first car my mom had bought herself when she graduated from college. A 1973...

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What if Easter just Felt Empty?

What if Easter just Felt Empty?

I think events and holidays can often come with tag-along expectations that reality can never quite accommodate. The day after, that emptiness can feel like grief. I didn't do enough. I didn't make it magical. I didn't remember to enjoy it. I didn't….fill in the blank.For me, I am so tired. We had a good spring break, but it wasn't restful. We came home late, then spent Easter day cleaning up our house and de-pollinating (is that even a word? It is now) our backyard so a few friends could come over to hunt eggs. I didn't do a great...

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I'm Done Making Excuses for why I'm not Blooming.

I'm Done Making Excuses for why I'm not Blooming.

This morning I came outside, and it's like overnight; half the trees came to life. They were dormant sticks literally yesterday, and today here they are, transformed into shades of dark and light greens, reds, yellows, whites, and pinks. Just like that. Boom. They are FULL of new growth. It has been a heavy season full of "no's." It is so easy to get discouraged in the moment, even when everything I know to be true is that life is FULL of good, full of hope, full of beauty. I decided to sit with my good Father and just ask....

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This is Foster Care— an Outsider’s View

This is Foster Care— an Outsider’s View

Last Mother's Day, my family surprised me with a pecan tree.  I LOVE pecan trees!  I personally think they are the most beautiful of all the trees.  We picked the perfect spot for it to thrive:  this alone is worth celebrating because it indicates that I have FINALLY learned to plant things with their mature size in mind.  Bless my heart.  Half of the things I've added to our flowerbeds cling to the house like they have separation anxiety.   One day, the puppy I had equally dreamed of noticed that baby pecan tree, and within half a minute, he...

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The day the world stopped...

The day the world stopped...

Packing the night before, I literally kept expecting the call that the trip was cancelled. We were on the phone with each other and everyone we knew who could offer sound advice.   How do you make a decision in the chaos?  We had never experienced the world ending like this.   People had donated dollars for our trip. We had new friends in Zambia preparing for us to come and teach them to go deeper in their faith. What would it reveal about ours if we were dissuaded by some little rumors about a sickness across the world?  But...

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